I know what you stand for...and I can't look at you.

I need you to anchor me to this life.

I need to feel human again; need to be forgiven.

I need you to teach how to be again,

Teach me how to live again.

To teach

I let myself look at you and all I want to do

Is open up again, to life, to light.

But I can't open myself up to you,

Because I know I'll end up hurting you...I'll lose you.

I want to disappear in you. Can't stand my own darkness

Anymore.

To know

I was blind before.

Tell me what is enough.

Touch me and I'll be clean

And pure once again

Tell me you will be willing to.

Bind me to your soul and I'll

No longer be lost to myself.

To love